what’s the point.

what’s the point? that’s a very good question. i think everyone is ridiculous. there are SO many people out there, COUNTLESS people who have gotten married and then throw it all away for a neat little fling with some slutty, filthy thing. i have a friend who was recently interested in a guy who happened to be going through a divorce. she thought he was amazing and felt bad that he was going through such a rough time. according to him, his wife had cheated on him and is a horrible person. so this friend of mine, hasnt heard from this guy in several weeks and all the sudden he starts talking to her again. she finds out that HE HAS BEEN FOOLING AROUND WITH A MARRIED WOMAN! what an asshole. seriously? you are so butt hurt and heartbroken over your wife cheating on you that you have to go mess around with a married woman? WHAT THE FUCK? what an asshole. why do people even get married if they are not 100% sure that they want to be with that person for the rest of their lives. and ONLY THAT PERSON?! what is WRONG with people? DONT GET MARRIED IF YOU ARE JUST GOING TO CHEAT ON THE PERSON AND RUIN EVERYTHING. all i know is, when i get married (if i ever get married) it will be right. marriage shouldnt be so disposable. it’s disgusting how  people are. filthy. gross. horrible.

ps. “what’s the point of looking for a job?”

- making money so maybe you could take your lady on a nice date once in a while.

10th of May, 2009

well, here we are again. me logging in after reading kamille’s entry and wanting to write something but not sure what. been thinking a lot lately. about where i want to be and what i want to do….haven’t found any answers yet…a great opportunity has come up at work (not allowed to talk about it yet, though) and i am excited about that. i am not so excited about being here in provo. it’s just so boring and blah. i’ve been thinking lately that once my lease is up i’d like to move back to salt lake…..i know a few people there, there is more to do it seems…and if i DID decide to move back, hopefully there would be opportunity for me to transfer with my job to a location in salt lake. not saying it will be anytime soon, but eventually, yes….i’d like to get the hell out of here. i’d like to travel………once i have money to do so. it seems as if the paycheck to paycheck lifestyle has me in a rut. i’d like to continue doing hair….get into a salon again….but odds in utah aren’t so good for hairstylists it doesnt seem….a little while ago i was thinking of making my move back to jackson. i just don’t know anymore. i don’t think i could handle all the snow that place gets in the winter time…..

 

we’ll see.

here i go…off to my, erm……GREAT day??

second day of march, 2009.

wow. march already?? jeez. got a new issue of nylon magazine the other day. saw some jewelry that i loved and looked it up online….you can find these beauties at digbyandiona.com……i LOVE LOVE LOVE this nestling bunnies ring (in silver, though):

ummm…..

that’s all i have for now.

i’m such a blog slacker…..

21 in three more days.

yes, it’s true. i will be of legal age to enter a bar/club/whatever on february 11. though, the only thing i can think of that i would WANT to do that requires you to be 21 is go to a show at the urban lounge in salt lake city. jessie texted me and said that clem snide will be playing there on april 13…perhaps that will be the first one i attend? maybe the second? or third?………….we’ll see. mom and grandma are coming to provo to spend my birthday with me. i miss them bunches, so it should be fun. been working at cosmoprof for a while now full time and at the salon one day each week (tuesdays). i like it at cosmoprof. i work with a lot of great people…..

more later. we’re watching CHOWDER on cartoon network….

tofurkey day is fast approaching.

almost TOFURKEY day! i suggest everyone try some. strider, edward and myself will make the drive to etna, wy on wednesday. very excited to see the family and also, to take a bath. my new home doesn’t have a bath tub. only a standing shower…..so sometime during my visit i plan to take advantage of my parents HUGE tub. or hot tub….or both? trying to plan something (a vegetarian something) that we can contribute to the feast on thursday. we’re thinking possibly the “cowboy hot pot”. we cooked eggplant last night. it was an adventure, but it turned out well. fried the eggplant in a skillet then baked it for a few minutes with tomato and mozzarella cheese…..i’d do it again. hopefully after lunch, we’ll get some of strider’s things packed up and moved over here….i like the idea of him moving in…i talked with trav the other day on the phone and he said that i should think about it more. that “conversations will change” once we move in together and since i am a person with a “high-strung nature” sometimes, that might become a problem when living with someone………………………………….hm.

here’s a photo that reminds me to be thankful of what food the earth supplies us with:

The Vegetarian

bubble tea.

is love.

new home, new life

new town. started my job yesterday. it was pretty amazing. i had three appointments my first day! the first one was a free haircut for a guy named gary from the travel guide?…the next two were call in appointments. all three were mens haircuts. $25 in tips for the day. that’s wonderful compared to the tips i was getting in school. everyone i work with is very friendly…looking forward to my future there. a guy is coming tomorrow to put deadbolts on my doors, check the smoke alarms and make it so the door to the basement area closes properly….also, i will be out and about looking for a part time job to fill up my thursdays and fridays. i have a few places in mind……….ordered my business cards for the salon today. excited to get them and pass them out! it’s a little odd not having cable anymore. very very quiet in my home…..probably a good thing that i don’t have it. but we’ll see how long this lasts…..

enough for now. i still have stuff that needs unpacking.

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halloween

halloween time! watched more goosebumps this morning, followed by a thing on modern day vampires, and now the history channel’s history of halloween. i watched the history of halloween a while back with strider one night. it’s very interesting. tomorrow i go to get my key to my new place ….hope everyone is enjoying their day…here are some lovely photos i have collected…they remind me of halloween:

meg and i last halloween:

 

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sunday

i will be moving to my new home in provo on sunday. called everyone (i hope) that i get mail from and changed my address and such. also put in a forward at usps just in case. now it’s time to finish packing. mom and grandma are coming tomorrow! i am very excited to see them

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photo of grams and me a while back:

waiting

waiting. always waiting it seems. waiting for new landlord to call and tell me details about when i can move in and such. hope he calls by noon…i hate to be a bother and call so much….i’m just excited. and i have a lot to do still. need to let mom know when i can move in so we can get a uhaul lined up and possibly some people to help with heavy lifting…need to get a forward to my new address for all of my mail, need to call places and change my address, need to call comcast (and others) my disconnect date, need to finish packing……………………………..please oh please oh please call me sooooon…………